October 2005 Archives

today is his grandma's funeral, so far i did not see him from skype, i know he is very painful at the moment. I want to call him, but i know it is better do not to disturb him. he must brought the sun flower to his grandma today.

I was chatting with Björn, suddenly got the news of his grandma's death.
She died 2 days ago, just before our mre exam and her funeral is this Friday.
I am shocked, I donot know how to comfort Björn,
i donot know what to say at that moment. I know Björn love his grandma so much,
he must so sad and pain these days.
I start to talk about my grandfa, i love him but he left me when i was in primary school grade 3;
I clealy remember that moment.
We were still talking, how ever he really make me miss home.
I feel scared to lose everyone who love me , who i loving, who beside me.......

i donot know why these days i am miss home so much and cry in many nights.

Just read the mail from mom, she is missing me so much and she remind me that today is her birthday.

My god, I really do myself a big surprise, i should remember this normally, but i forgot at all this time.

I don't know why i did not remeber that. especially i am abroad, mom need my greeting to her birthday.

I gave her the only explanation to say sorry, i am so busy with my exam.

I told myself, i will neverr forget again.

I bought a gift to her,i hope she will like it.

Happy birthday, mom.

生日快乐，妈妈！

Vandag is verjaardag van cath, zij is nu 18 jaar oud. I am really enjoied her birthday party, actually, after I came to here, it is rarely i can really go into dutch's life. She is so busy and excited all night. I feel her parents also a very nice couple and aslo her family. I have to say something about the restaurant, woo, it is a Portugal restaurant, romantic decorations, candle lights, guita,songs,etc. I love this kind of atmosphere. Oh, I want to dance at that moment. She is a nice gilr who with me in the same class last year, and also we are in the same group of Operational plan. She is always nice to me, to everyone. nice talker, nice friend. However she went to Wageningen University from this semester, but lucky that we keep in touch. I made so many friends here, but I have to leave next year, because exchange to abroad, I don't know, i think i will feel so bad to leave my friends here. Alright, let me stop here today, otherwise, i will go to sleep with sadness.

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