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小时候一直是短发，那时候叫游泳式。后来看着人家小姑娘都是有辫子的，于是也开始留头发扎辫子，这一扎就扎了十几年。
昨天去剪了个短发，不知道什么款式，反正就是短的那种。本来是想年纪慢慢大上去了，留个短发能让我的娃娃脸稍微显成熟一点，可是没想到剪发后发现短发看起来更看小了，妈妈说这个发型太看小，老公说很好看，朋友说怎么像假小子。。。我本人不是太满意，感觉不是自己想要的那样。话说或来剪发师傅的技术还是不错，边边角角都修得不错。
这么多年了，换个发型也是换种感觉。更何况还能省洗发膏。

Dear, 

I would like to announce that I am getting married!

My boyfriend came to Aus for his holiday and he has asked me to marry him, and I said yes! 

We are going to register the marriage in Aus, but we will have the Grand Wedding in China. The date has not been decided, but will be in the first half of the next year. I will let you know the date once we decide.

I have not writen a lot recenlty, 

however, 

I do and I really do, do feel like to put something here, 

something deep beyond urges me...

It is National Day today. My network is too bad to watch an online live broadcasting these days and I do not have a satellite TV either. Consequently, I was not able to watch the military review of the 60th anniversary for the founding of my home country. 

Kinda wanna write some lines down here, somehow, my thoughts have been forced to be stopped. I am so under pressure these days. I have chosen the way and I thought he will there supporting me, however I found that he is always absent there because of his damn working or maybe not only because his work... I really want to shout to him that "You'd better marry with your job if your job loves you too" ...  I cannot balance my work and love, neither can him. Both of us got Master degrees, it has told us high degrees means nothing sometimes. Life is not that easy to survive in a strange city,it is truely harsh. 

It is so damn freezing in Mel at night, I lying in the bed,covered by a feather quilt, listening to the Yiruma's piano music, my emotion has started moving and tears come out... I rarely cry when I abroad, just few times, I thought I can be strong enough, and it turns out I am not able to again. Of course, I cannot let mom and dad to get into the worries, I am a grow up, should be able to handle my life.

Some say that all women cry for no reason, while some others say that the gosh gave women a tear to shed and can be used whenever needed. I wonder which is my true reason,whatever, yes, I used it tonight.

I do not know why I wrote the above, discharging maybe...

I have to sort out everything by myself... May gosh with me, and may good luck accompany with me, and who else?

It's Anzac Day again, i was plan to join the march,however I could not make it as i overslept.

Depression is seriously killing me... 

I am just afraid, so damn afraid that I fail to hang on here, 

I wonder...

It was late night, I feel hungry, so I cut some cheese to make baked cheese. After putting those lovely Cheddar and Parmesan into the oven, i got a phone call from friend. Just about 10 min later, I backed to kitchen, open the oven, i found white smoky started to came out, I realized I burned my cheeses. I open all the windows, turn on the fans and vent fans. However, those harsh fire alarm started, I have to went downstairs. Security staff came with nothing to do, it resulted fire brigade came...